Clearer

For the past week or so things have been crazy. I have not been able to make sense of anything. Last night when Luke and I were talking things started making sense, things that have been puzzling me, the pieces were put together. My future becoming clearer. I want to tell him how I feel, I just hope I don't scare him off. Maybe he has the same feelings for me. Last night when we were laughing I was listening to his laugh, because sometimes people give the same regular oh that's funny but not really laugh. His laugh was cute and adorable, but most of all it was real :-). I was thinking tonight at Institute that a persons flaws make them who they are, then why do people embarrass others about their unique personality and features. Maybe they wish more for themselves, wish for things that they don't have but others do. They get jealous, and tear others down. They forget there purpose and values. Life isn't worth living unless you live it to YOUR fullest, don't try to be something else. I have been making more time to draw. Instead of reading I draw. Reading has changed my mood, not in a good way. I guess I get into the book a little bit to much. Work is fun. I love the atmosphere, and the people that make working at Publix the bomb.