Good and Bad

I just went for a job interveiw, I dont think im gonna get it cause he mainly wants me on Sunday, Monday, and Wednesday. Im just thinking in my head yeah right so in the afternoon tomorrow he will be calling to see if I have the job or not. Emily is taking my place for work today watching the Lawton kids its Emilys murder. A very good thing that happened to me is that today I lost a total of 11 lb. I am so happy cause all the stress that I have been through in the last few months it took an ugly toll on me. I hope to get a good job in the future. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.

Seminary, Lawton's, Target, & Home

I went to seminary today as usual, worked at the Lawtons, and went to Target I got Bailey a new collar, and a costume it doesnt fit right cause he is a dachshund and he has a long body and I totally didnt realize the fact that he is a regular size dog. Right size for around the stomach, but not lenght wise, so I am exchanging it with the bumble bee outfit. I saw Donavan and his little broter he was with his mom and his step dad I guess he was visiting her, he scared the living daylights out of me, he jumped from right behind me, I think he likes Emily, but that is just me, and everyone in my family. Heehee. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

9/11

Oh man already 7 years to this day that the war has gone on, and that the New York Twin Towers were hit. I was watching on the news when I was babysitting the video of the destruction of the Towers it was like crazy. And a good thing is that John Mcain was at the ceremony with the President so that is a bonus for his election, cause I think Obama wasnt there they didnt show him. It shows Mcain cares, I think so. They also had two women who I think that were victims of the Twin Towers, shouted out the people who were killed on that day. I tried to find a picture of the Towers, but most of them were of them getting hit with the planes so I found one that I liked that werent destroyed, finally. God Bless America! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE. P.S. I finally got my diploma Yesterday. I know awesome.

College Administration

I went to the Community College and I was so scared, I didnt know what to expect. It was cool though. I am so excited till I take my career test and my placement test so I can get started on what I need to be doing for my future. I know I have a short attention span but I saw this cute guy there as we were walking in the Student Service Building and if atleast half of the campus looks that good, I will feel right at home. I am so excited to be starting college, I know I am going to have a great time there. Escpecially the (partying) classmates, I hope they are okay. I know that it isnt going to be all fun but what is the harm in making it mentally fun. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.

Sport and Subjects I will do in College

When I start school I will be looking up on the sport area, I know it isnt an everyday sport to people that I know. But I was always fascinated with it. As you can see in the picture there are boxing gloves that is exactly what sport I will be doing. Plus it is one sport that I know that I will surely succeed in if any of you know me that well. To know that I am aggressive. The other subjects that I want to be doing is Psychology, Religion, and more stuff I just cant think of it right now. And later on Medicine, cause I plan on prescribing people and I want to know what I am giving them exactly so I dont get legally charged or anything like that, just because I made them more mental or something. Knowing that I find it really important. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.

Invisible

I felt invisible today at church, Leesburg girls didnt really even talk to me I have no clue why, even the Eustis girls were not really talking to me either. I couldnt have said anything to them cause I really dont even talk to them any more since I moved. I feel so out of place now, its like I dont belong to any ward anymore. Today is Sarah's birthday, Brian, Renee, and Tyler came over. I made a sea necklace and bracelet, it looks so cute I used fuzzy beads. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.

Life Altering

It was the usuall today, I woke up went to Seminary then afterward went to Target. Got a few pairs of jeans and a cool lookin buisness vest. Then after that I went to work, she asked me if I could come 45min. earlier, when she was talking to my mom on the phone I just had a feeling she was asking that. Marcella and Connor were the same. I heard a few days ago but my mom knew for a while is that Kattie has signs of breast cancer, she is going for a doctors visit today. I dont know what to think, I am mostly sad knowing someone I love and have a very personal relationship with and someone who I can relate to has a life altering disease. My grandma said that she put her name on the prayer role at the temple. I got home and life is still the same cant get hold of my friends, bored to death, and going insane. I figured out that we have a relative that I didnt know about and he was at my dads work for the longest time working for him. We always had a close relationship with him and I never knew why we never had any connection with othor people at his work like that. But now I know why. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.