Talent

Today I went to go get my paycheck, and after I did that I went to Wal-Mart. I got an art portfolio case for all of my single paper drawings. I also bought another case just like it, only it is shorter and wider. It is for things later on in the future, something I thought I would desperately need in order to stay organized as I so love to be. The things that go into it are your taxes, insurances, personal, medical, and that other jazzy stuff that seems to make us bone dry out of money every time we get a paycheck. Thank goodness for me I dont have to live in all of that right now, in a year maybe. All I know is, is that I am trying to better prepare myself for the terror that is ahead! So yeah Christmas was good I didnt really want anything this year, maybe it was because I said over and over I didnt want anything. Next year I'll list a whole bunch of things and hope they dont get me anything. I have been really picking up on my drawing hopeing to get better and better. It is like that scripture were the two guys were given their talents and in return they developed more talents on their own by practicing them. I just got a picture from Kattie of the kids (Brianna, Xander, and Anabella)! Oh yeah my mom bought this old tv show series that I like so much (Petticoat Junction) it is awesome. Have a Happy New Year! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Finally! All Done!!

I wrapped the last present and I am relieved one thing I dont have to do anymore! Now it is just giving it to them on Christmas Day, and hoping they like it, maybe even love it. Who knows? Today the Y.W., the Primary, the Priesthood, and the Choir sang today in church. When we did that church felt like it went by a little faster, maybe because I was apart of it. I have to work tomorrow from 1:30pm - 9:00pm. 7 and a half hours. I am exhausted and I need to be getting to bed so, ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Drawing, Work, and Missionaries!

I am getting to know my fellow coworkers a little more better by the day! There is this lady there her name is Jodi, I told her that, that name doesnt suit her just right, so I gave her a nickname and it is JoJo. She laughed and from then on we talked forever on the subject of nicknames and how we got ours. I am drawing this picture for Courtney she is the most sweetest thing in the world! I am drawing Tweety playing Soccer that is her fave sport. I hope she likes it, I like it so far?! I wont be able to block with Matt Warr, and it is really funny actually cause he wants me to block with him and bag for him at the register. but our schedules dont really comprehend really well. Matt Folker is wondering why I dont text him any more, first of all he has a girlfriend and his girlfriend is my boss, and I am not messing with fire. Tyler keeps on trying to scare me at work, and he succeeds everytime, I am going to get a heart attack soon if he keeps it up. There is this other guy there that just poured out his problems on me saying he doent like this guys remarks. I told him just to ignore him, or to try to ignore him. I feel like I am being stalked at work cause I am normally the only girl my age that is there. Atleast they make things easy for me most of the time when that happens. Oh my goodness from the Leesburg Ward there is this missionary Montana Carroll he is so cute I mailed him and he mailed me back with a whole bunch of questions. Being so willing to answer them I sent another letter to him and answering them all with the date on the letter seeing how long it takes to get a letter from where he is. And it takes along time. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

It began with a text

Melissa text me or I think she did at 4:45 in the morning saying are you at work? I wrote back "at 4:45am?" Since I went to bed at like 7:00 last night I was wide awake! After that it just hit me would I give up my life for my Savior. People without thought would say yes, but I got really into depth with that question like if I was held hostage, and they were threatening to kill me because of my religion what would I do? Or if I were to save someones life, by giving up my life to someone that I dont know or to someone that I may even dispise? And I'm just thinking He did it for me I should do it for other people without hesitation. Well I have to get ready for work. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Only hope

It is so weird tonight this guy from my work that I know Matthew I think his last name is Warren, told me his goal now is to promise until the day he dies is to try to block with me, at work. He is so funny! I have lost 31 lbs. and is at a size 35 in. waist. I am so close to my goal size I can just literally feel it. Work was fun today, I did a good job on bagging and everything cause of my prayers being answered. Hopeing to do a good job at work. Mom and I are preparing for girls camp since she is so surprisingly the camp leader this year for the Leesburg Ward girls and our color is still Yellow. I'll learn to love it, it is kind of growing on me. Bailey is spoiled more than ever I never expected my mom to buy my dog clothes! Sunny is still an annoying alarm that you just cant shut off in the morning or ever really. I bought a new calendar for the new year it is one of the small ones from Target, I got a Princess one you know the calendar has to match my personality. Oh guess what I know what to call Sister Rotti for girls camp if she doesnt have a name yet it is going to be "Sweet Pea". The funny thing is I dont even have one yet I want the Eustis girls to name me though cause I have known them longer and they are more family to me than anyone I know. Hopeing it being my last year they will let the Eustis girls name me but I doubt it. I can only hope. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Bought somethings

Today I went to the mall to get presents for the family (Emily and Sarah). I have lost 30 lbs. and I probably gained a pound cause what I have eaten today. Tomorrow I work from 11:00am - 7:00pm. I am going to be so exhausted tomorrow, I can just feel it now. I am watching the New World Movie and it is really cool in the begining it is really slow, but it does start to speed up a bit. We went to the Mall with Bass Pro Shop. I bought somethings that I thought I could never find. I bought a Tshirt and three necklaces (seahorse, alligator, and turtle)! The turtle is for Melissa! I never felt so friendless when I saw a picture of the Eustis Girls together all smiling looking like they are having a great time. Dont I wish I was there with them. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Out of energy

Sorry to say that writing on my blog is the last thing I've wanted to do for a while, because of my work and friends from work texting me at like 12:00 midnight. I just got word from my dad that if we move we will still be in Leesburg :(. We would just move into another area in Leesburg. My dad loves the ward alot, and I doubt he will change his mind about moving out of Leesburg. Christmas is coming soon and I still have to go Christmas shopping for the family, so I will be doing it tomorrow because I get payed and plus I have no work tomorrow. I just signed on for a death sentence at work. I put in more hours for me to work cause right now I am only working like 16 hours a week and that is below average for Publix. At least I made Lindsay (Front Service Assistant Manager) happy! Oh yeah I have now lost a total of 29 lbs. It doesnt show for me though. Today I am working 5:30pm - 9:00pm, I have to probably do chores tonight I hope I dont have to cause it takes me over an hour to do most of them. hopefully I just block. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Getting back to myself

Ever since September I have made a goal that would change my outward appearance. I am so proud of myself for the progress I have made I want to share it with others! I have lost from September to this day 26 lbs. and I have lost 5 and a half inches around my waist! I am losing more cause I am not to my original state yet. I am doing well in work made a whole bunch of friends finally. I am more friends with the older people than with the younger. Church is going good I guess, everyone interupts the leaders in there lessons and everytime that they do that I have to tell them to be quiet, it is a hassle for me cause I want to hear what they are saying and they are being loud. I want to go so bad to a Eustis Wednesday activity I know I am not apart of the Ward anymore but I still want to be at one of the activities. After a while I do plan on moving back to Eustis, cause it is just so insane here and Eustis people I am used to. I am still drawing and singing! Thank goodness cause if I wasnt then I would be distressed more than I am right now. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!