Not much Conversing :(

My Mom, Emily, Sarah, and I went to the church to set up the bake sale for tomorrow, Emily sarah, and I made advertisement boards to put up, to make it look a bit more brighter! the bake sale is for the YW to pay for some more camp items. So drew on the sides of the sign a canoe with paddles right next to it, and on the other side toilet paper. You YW know how important that toilet paper is to us, I thought it would have been funny to put it up. The YM are also doing a yard sale while we are doing the bake sale cool huh. I have to work tomorrow for three hours starting at 10:00am - 1:00pm. I am so excited but not for the other days cause i am going to have to stay afterwards and help clean and block the shelves so people can see the items on the next day. I only know how to do the bags and mats, and the PM cart (cleaning the bathrooms) except for the moping part Colton couldnt find it so now I am clueless in that area. I really wish that the other employees that work there would have a bigger vocabulary, cause every word out of their mouth is F this and F that I know sad. So not much conversing goes on between me and them I dont want to get into the habbit of that plus I may get so use to it after a while that I just wont care. So I told Colton and now nowing Colton it will spread, thats a plus cause now everyone that works would now know to watch their language around me I hope they take that into consideration. Hope you guys have a great Halloween! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Bad Eggs!

Right now for our YW activity for tonight I have to find a scripture that is related to Halloween. My subject is Crazy, I chose this one cause I wanted it to stand out, yeah that didnt go far so now I put my subject for tonight on Terror. The scripture for it is Psalms 91:5 "Thou shalt not be afraid for the TERROR by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day." I thought it sounded Halloweeny enough. The reason we are doing this is because it is for pumkin carving, we get a scripture from something like a bucket, and we use that subject to put it on our pumpkins I think it sounds okay I dont know? Right now I am freaking out for tomorrow, because they were pounding on me to learn the stuff that I had to do all in one night yeah right. The guy that is teaching me (Colton Wood) he learned all of that stuff in five days it will probably be taking me longer cause I dont have the whole bagging thing down yet. They are so specific, and that is a good thing, it is so that most of there foods wont get contaminated and having them blame publix and most of the person that bagged for them. I worked for real on my first night on Monday, and this guy already gave me this nasty remark, Robert laughed about it the cashier, he thought it was hillarious I thought it was disgusting and degrading. But I laughed cause Publix loves there customers so much even the nasty ones, and I was doing what Colton was telling me to do, Im going to have to talk to him about that. And he also told me of the pranks that they do to the new employees like oh you have to go check the dressing bottles, and shake them all they did that to this really shy guy and I am so grateful theat he told me about that so they dont make me look like a fool. I have to work with some bad eggs but I hope to change them by my good works and positivness, you have to have alot to work there. Well blog you later. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Yellow.......... UGH :(

Today I felt so relaxed and calm. Church today was really good, I am still getting to know the Leesburg Ward girls little by little. Oh yeah our color for Girls Cam is Yellow and I was so hoping it would have been orange. I think everyone is keeping their same colors they had last time. I dont like it when they do that, cause I want to be other colors, all the times I went to girls camp they repeated the colors for two years. Out of all of my years of going to camp the colors I had was blue, orange, and now yellow I think there was one more I just cant remember. But I know it is going to be a great adventure going cause on a plus it is my last year and I wish it wasnt. We were given a whole bunch of cupcakes and these no bake cookies I am full plus sick and tired of that stuff now. well got to go. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.

Never felt so comforted in my life!

I was a nervous reck for the past few days. Cause of my Publix Orientation coming Tuesday, I was freaking out so much I was starting to have panic attacks on a daily bases, quit frequently. But when I got to church in my 3rd session, noone volunteered to read the quote she had for us, so I raised my hand to read it. I was reading the quote like I would any other, but when I started to get to the bottom of the quote it said "I have found that to a very large extent life is a series of assignments for which we don't feel fully prepared, but as we accept and do our part, the Lord blesses us with wisdom beyond our natural selves, and in such cases we really reach beyond ourselves. Thus we grow by having to exceed our past selves." Reading this I started to cry thinking this was really meant for me, He really wanted me to read this so He could comfort me in the only way he can. And I am so grateful for that! So I asked if I could copy it and she said I could keep it I was so happy!Well G2G bed time! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

No work X(

Today I feel so bad I forgot to go to work early for Sister Lawton, and when I didnt she couldnt go to work, I dont know I guess I got so used to the schedule, that I just forgot to go to work earlier. She already gave her notice in so I dont feel as bad. Publix should be calling in today, Im going insane. My whole goal in life is screwed up I was supposed to be starting school in January but they want to see my dads record of how much he was paid last year and he got bonuss but we are at like rock bottom. So now I have to wait till August to start school. I had a 10 year plan, now its nothing, I have to start from scratch now. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.

Certain something?

I bought some cards for a certain holiday so you guys may be getting one at a certain time, all I have to say is that they are so cute and fuzzy. I am getting so much into the whole Halloween shinanigan stuff. I am still trying to redecorate my room into this "whole new world." Its a challenge but I like it! I went to Target and bought some things. Other than that, things have been going good. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

I Think

I think I offically have the job. I just have to give them my social security #. I am so tired I have to go to bed. All what I wanted to say is that everything is going good once I have my job I can start thinking on my school so I can have a way of paying for it. I may have to change school dates. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.