Being like Him

I woke up so exhausted cause Matt F. was texting me until like 1:30 in the morning. I went to work today for only three hours it felt so short it being three hours and all, it only felt like an hour. When I got home I told my family of this lady that gave me this tip I used the loophole that Robert told me, you can take the tip if they ask you more than two times so after that I just exepted it, it would have been rude if I didnt after all that time. Then there was this guy outside and inside the Publix store he was homeless and drunk,they were making fun of him so I started to cry so hard inside hoping it wouldnt show on my outward appearance, I was praying for him to find help, and hope he will do okay on his journey through life. Its weird cause when people say things like its not hurting anybody there wrong it is hurting them and everyone around them. it just makes me so sad to see what the influences of Satan can do to innocent people including that man that was at Publix. like smoking drinking they have one thing in common, they are harming the kids, youth, and the adults of this generation, and it will always be that way unless we do something about it. That is why I am dedicating my life to the people out there in need of assistance. Publix is all what I can do right now for helping :(. I dont like it when people say they dont like or that they hate this person, I try all that I can to love everyone even the ones who despise me for no reason. You should always love them cause I figure it if we dont love each other Jesus and Heavenly Father dont have to, they can just say I dont like you and wont help you but they dont do that and they are my greatest examples. I got payed today! YAY! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Have Faith

Today was so busy! the good thing was that I was in a good mood (Didnt have to fake a smile)! I had to have so much faith if I didnt I would have been in big trouble! I cant wait till Thanksgiving that is were I will be able to meet my twin (my cousin Megan). I am so tired! I have met alot of nice people, all thanks to Matt. He got me to be more open towards other people! It feels so weird to be so open cause I am always so closed towards people. Cause being picked on as a child it scars you literally for life. Well I have to go but I'll blog soon! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Edward was so HOT

I finally went to go see Twilight with Sarah Evans, Mary-Megan, and another friend of Sarahs tonight at 7:45 and the thing was that I got off work at 7:00 so I was excited when I left work Matt probably thought I was insane. I am not going to say anything about the movie, but besides the fact that it was totally awesome! Including the part that Edward was so HOT, I am so going to be reading the books, and buying the movie when it comes out. Sarah, Mary-Megan, and I are going to be making Twilight teeshirts. I am so excited cause I am going to be putting up the pictures from the books on the shirt and it is going to have Edwards face right in the middle, My main project right now! But we are also going to be buying the real teeshirts if they do have them but I bet they do. When I was on the way to going home with the fam. I wouldnt shut up I said probably in one second like two or three words, my parents knew I was insane, my little sisters thought I was drugged. I didnt eat anything today so that was probably another reason that I went crazy, but I couldnt help it I actually saw Twilight! My grandma has been asking me for Christmas what do I want?, Twilight books! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Glad they know I'm Mormon

I went to Publix to go get my paycheck, and with my paycheck I bought an outfit for church, I hope you guys like it. But the one and most important thing I forgot to buy that wont let me catch an even bigger cold is an under long sleeve tee shirt for my uniform, I am going to freeze so you guys better like my outfit that I bought. I bought a top, skirt, jacket, and of course shoes! I got to sleep in today I felt so good when I woke up, I felt so good like you would never believe. Seminary was okay. My brothers kids were over today they are such brats Brian spoils them mad, so we get the bad end of the stick of that one. I am getting to know my fellow employees they are okay, it is so cool how they know that I am Mormon cause Matt he watches his language around me the others are getting there. And the other Matt is so nice, he makes things so easy for me and I am so gratefull for him. Luke is so nice too, he helps me on my bagging when we work together at the same station. Robert is so nice too, he jokes around and is an okay guy. Just recently I made windows from these huge boards, and they look okay expecailly using whiteout for paint (for the snow) they all said at first that they looked like clouds. I had to add an hour on my work time just to get the boards done, they kept on asking do you think that you will be able to get it done. I just kept on saying yes I will. And saying that I had two minutes to spare untill my shift ended. Well got to go. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Wildest Dreams

I hear that everyone is going to see Twilight, so that meens for me I am going to have to wait a week or so just to go see it. Cause I am not fighting the crowd just to see a hot...... dreamy.......... what am I talkin about of course Im gonna go see it to the man of my wildest dreams is going to be in the theatres the closest I will ever get to him. Ever since I saw him in Harry Potter I thought oh my gosh he is so cute wilder than my wildest dreams, so back off Hermione. I plan on buying the movie when it comes out but since it is a big hit it probably wont come out until a long time from now. So my lovely very cute vampire wait for me and I will see you soon, Oh you shall! I saw a trailer for the movie and that is what gave me that gigantor push to go see Edward Cullen. But do you know what is better than a HOT Vampire.................. A return missionary baby! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Smart or not smart you choose!

Today was so cool I actually answered a question that I think noone knew in Seminary I felt so smart for the first time in like forever! Just figuring out that we are having Thanksgiving at my house it is going to be insane, including having the cousins over. Tonight we were supposed to do our talent but I didnt do mine cause I wanted it to be a surprise for when we go to the retirement home center in Leesburg which it is like literally 3 min. from where we live.I will be singing The First Noel. I got 2nd place in this game where you have to keep your head down and when someone says heads up you have to look at someone and if they are starring at you and you are starring at them you have to hurry and clap your hands and if you are the first to clap your hands you stay in as the other that clapped right after you sits on the floor. It may sound complicated but really it is like one of the most easiest games in the world. Oh yeah the people at my work, they still do not have a vocabulary, cause almost every word they say is a curse word. They wonder why I am so quiet, I just dont want to screw up my goals for my future just by making friends with people who I shouldnt be making friends with, but the people who I work with in the morning are alright like jodi, Donna, Lindsey, and Robyn. Yeah I have to work tomorrow. WooHoo. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Kewl Kewl

I dont have work today kewl kewl! I am so close to getting my book done! All I need to do is get it illistrated hopefully by Brother Clayton, and published I am so excited working on it for I think almost two years. All what I have done is some of the people for my book, and of course the words to go along with it. I cant wait for everyone to see my book when it is done cause maybe it will probably explain some of my questionable past life experiences. But all what I wanted were my friends I know they are truly my friends cause if they werent they would have already of marked themselves off my list of frends. I just wish I could be with them right now. Right now my job is stressfull people buying bus loads of things for I dont even know what and they expect me to bag it up in under a minute or something they cant even do it so what makes them think I can? This lady Lola that I work with got on my case over something stupid, Matt the guy I work with he says that she finds things to argue about all the time, and plus he found it funny. There are some people there that can make me smile. While working there I have met some pretty interesting people. Angels - Devils, Giants - Dwarfs, Singles - Families. I am just so glad to be what I am, and I hope they are too! ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

My book in the making

For like almost two years I have been making this book in fairytale of my life. The only thing I am going to be giving away is that there are fish, I wont say if they are alive or not ;), and a bunch of fruits and vegies! It may sound weird but it is my fairytale life. The cool thing is, is that I want brother Clayton to do the Illustration, I have already have drawn the characters, I just want him to put it into play for me. I still have no idea on what I am going to call it? This is the first time that I have publicly announced my book in the making but I hope to get done with it soon!

*Gator Family*

My brother his wife Renee, and daughter Emma haha she calls her Brylee but Emma is such a catchy name. Brian picked out Emma. Tyler wasnt with us tonight cause I think he was with his Grandma or something like that. We were talking on how the GATORS murdered Georgia Saturday. I didnt watch the game cause I was out and about but Kattie told me. When she called I heard them get another touch down I could tell cause Jeremy was screaming touch down, and so was little Bella. So young and they already got her to say touch down. Kattie got Nana, and Bubba to say that too around Bellas age. We are one big Gator Family! I know the Colleges I am finally going to. First I am going to lake Sumter for 2 years then right after that I am going to The University of Florida, I am so excited! Cant wait! My twin cousin Megan Smalt will I guess be going to FSU, when I heard that I am thinking oh no hope Grandma wont find out any time soon, she is the biggest Gator fan in the family and that is saying alot! I have to work tomorrow from 4:30pm - 10:00pm the longest I will yet be working in one day at publix. I am excited though I know I will do fine. My mom just came in oh my squash can you say depths of frustration. Just went to the Dentist today I finally got to see Sister Ingalls I was so hoping to see her there. She saw me when I was doing my X-rays, fun I know :(. G2G Seminary and work is tomorrow and I do not want to be feeling like I am carrying an elephant. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!