College

I am so close to finishing my last finishing pieces of my very last exam ever I am excited. The I can finally focus on colledge I have no idea were I want to go but I know I am going somewhere, but not just anywhere though. I can just taste my future. People may think that I am wierd but I like paying bills and stuff like that I know that people that dont have money dont like to pay bills but that isnt our fault they could have done something but instead they chose to do nothing and whine for the decision they have made on their own, but the people who dont have an opportunity to go to school in their youth can go to school and get their diploma. I feel privilaged and honored for the life that I have to go and be successful in whatever I do. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.

PIONEER DAY

As you can see on the title it says Pioneer Day I surely felt like one, we had to wake up early go to our church and make breakfast for I think it was or almost a hundred people. It was okay. I went with Sarah Evans today to go see "Journey to the Center of the Earth." It was awesome the craziest thing I have seen in a while. Yesterday I finally got some awesome pants not just one but four and I likem alot, and I also got two new tshirts. They are for Youth Conference, and I heard there are going to be more guys there than girls. First were going to spend the night at Doe Lake, girls are going to sleep in the mess hall and the boys are going to sleep in tents, great I know I wonder who thought of this. And then on we are going to sleep in cabins, air conditioned cabins. I hope I make alot of new friends their. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE.

Batman Movie

At church today we were talking about each other our likes and dislikes stuff like that. Sarah Evans has seen the new Batman movie so I am going to call her back and see if she wants to see it again with me. Yesterday was the dance, and for the graduates we had to walk off a wobbly plank with our eyes blind-folded. It was so scary they made us think we were gonna be jumping in a tub of something, we thought pudding, but heck I know I would taste good in it. I am starting to make more friends in the Leesburg Ward, but I still dont feel like one, that is just because I will always be a Eustis girl. When I came home, the first thing that we always smell when we come in throught the front door is Bailey he takes the biggest load a dog could make, and he is a miniature so I dont know were he is getting all of that from. Well ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Tomorrow

Today I finally got paid and for some reason I thought I was working tomorrow, weird huh, I guess when you work five days out of the week for like six or seven hours a day you kind of get used to it. I was now having dinner a few seconds ago, this was stupid I just put Bailey on the bed and all of a sudden I heard this weird smackng noise, guess what it was Bailey was eating my dinner and I didn't even really get any, that stunk. The dance is tomorrow and I am so excited I am going to the mall to get some new clothes and to see about a new brand of perfume. I hope I look good tomorrow. Got to get some beauty rest I need alot of it. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

The Wave Cleanser

When I was done with work today I went to walmart and got the wave I hope it works. I have the machine thing and the stress oil control thing. It seems like it could work. Today at work was a pain I was cleaning the house for Sis. Lawton cause she says that she doesnt have enough time for it so I work on it while I watch the kids. I have no idea what I am doing tomorrow, I heard something of going to the beach to wtch the kids, or I don't know something like that I am confused!I am exhausted and I am now going to bed. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

(:So Cute:)

Today didnt get any better it just added on when I started to watch the Lawton kids. But I felt better when I got payed, like everyone does. We are watching another new episode of (H2O) the most awesome show on Nickelodeon. Zane is so cute and so is Louis he got cute quickly, good news for me. My bird wouldnt be quiet this morning he is like a flippin alarm clock. if anyone wants to wake up right when the sun hits their windows let me know I will more than happy to lend him to you. Im gonna need to sleep with something so when he does do that in the morning, i can just throw it at him to make him be quiet. I am making friends in Leesburg ward thats not a problem for me, its just that their not my Eustis friends. I hope i will get use to it soon. ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Leesburg Ward Girl:( OH MY GOODNESS!

It is so hard for me right now moving in knowing that I am officially a Leesburg girl. It hurts me as much as Emily but I am trying so hard, to be so strong for them I just can't help it, so I let all my frustration out right before bed by doing meditation aka listening to music, as the church says it is a huge part in our life. I cant let them know that I am breaking down like this. Melissa's birthday is tomorrow and I cant do anything for her cause I'm working all day and I am just flat broke. I just finally felt like I belonged in Eustis and now I am starting from scratch, by going to Leesburg. I miss my neighbors and my friends from the Eustis Ward. I can't sleep cause I am so frustrated that I couldnt go to the thing on Wed. with the Eustis girls. It stunk. I was working, my whole life basically right now are those kids, the kids I watch and serve. And I dont want it to be like that at all. My life is so insain right now at this point. Well see ya, ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!

Not about me, but my bird!

Emily and Sarah were able to have one of their friends come over, yeah right if I ever asked that question to see if one of my friends could come over their remarks are,'' not today, probably next weekend, and so on of whatever their saying. My saturdays are always about my family I am so sick of it I want a weekend to be about me for once. Ya know. I am just here sitting on the computer doing nothing except writting on my blog which isn't that bad. Sunny won't shut up he is like a flippin rooster, and wakes me up at like 6:00 or 7;00 in the morning dumb bird, but hes cute. Ill turn on the radio and Ill just get in the groove of the music, and Sunny he will just start dancing on the top of his cage, head banging. Hes a keeper though. I told Emily ''maybe one day'' while sunny was dance cause he copies me ''that I will teach him at the end of a dance to spin and spread his wings out instantly'' Having said and done that, Sunny opens his wings and flies then falls to the ground. I did not know I had that much influence on Sunny while he dances insainly. my kind of bird. Well I guess you can't be you without some sort of flaw. ADIOS, ALOHA, & BYE!

Horrificic Wednesday

Today I guess was regular waking up at 9:00a.m. getting to go for work got there and I put the kids to bed cause I start work at 12:00p.m. it was time for a nap. I rewashed my hair @ 2:00p.m. and then an hour and a half later I straightened it. Guess what when I was done watching the kids and when it was time to go it started to down pour so I got a blanket to cover my hair my first night at young Womens was going to be perfect so I went all out. When we were on the way to church I prayed obsessively for the rain to stop, and it did for a while, just enough time for me to get inside. The night was terrible noone talked to me few did though, I saw Marcella and Connor, so I played with them and the night still felt the same. So when I saw dad come around the corner it was like superman saving me from the grasps of the unknown. So I am going to call Melissa and get some idas from her on how to liven up the the leesburg ward young womens. Well now I am having to ponder on the fact that I am living an even boring life. ADIOS, ALOHA, BYE!