So Tired

Right now I am baby sitting the lawton kids Marcella & Connor. They are a handful but I guess there okay. right now I am saving up for my future and my room we (just moved to the new house), and I am planning my future in the process because everything to me has to be percise. I am a neat freak, almost everything has to be my way (If it is about me) because if it doesn't I break down, not in tears but in anger. My parents are getting on my last nerve argueing with me and telling me that everything is my fault for the way that I am, and how I got here. That is why I am saving a butt load of money and moving back to Eustis where my life is and always is. Oh my gosh Yesterday at church I saw John Wild III. He has changed so much since the last time I have seen him ( In a good way) and that was like in the 5th grade (we went to school together from I think kindergarden to 5th grade). We are now 16 years old and the last time we met we were 10 years old. I forgot his B-day was in the same month as mine we were the youngest in the class. Anyway enough about him even though I am excited that he is back finally. Right when were to move (saying sarcasticaly). Well at this point life stinks, and when it was getting better it just got worse, you know the saying (That's life) well it shouldn't be! anyway g2g. ALOHA, ADIOS, BYE!