Oh my gosh!

Today started out like crap my parents yelling at me. Getting frustrated first thing in the morning it is exhausting, I'd expect that from the world not from my own parents, there like oh were preparing you. Yeah right my butt. My parents think I am lazy or whatever yeah right, I'm trying to have time for myself but they see it as being lazy. Cause every second of the day I am either being called like a dog or being commanded. I can't even think for myself, it is sad I cant even make a simple decisson as to what i am supposed either do like a yes or no awnser, or what I would like to do. I cant even do anything without them saying something, I dont care if they are my parents they just need to get out of my face. Now I know why Kattie wanted to get out of the house so bad, I am right there with her. My life has taken a toll and I know who is the master mind behind it all, cause why the heck would I do this to myself. I can't wait to move, it is just so sad how bad I wanted to move. A few weeks ago I was literally considering marrying the first moron I saw, and from then I didnt care what would of happened to me as long as I was away from my so called parents. :( I didn't care if I were to die or whatever on the street. Oh yeah and I bet you if my parents saw what I was writting theyd tell me to take it off. It's like they are trying to hide their true selves. Then theyd tell me it is my fault for me being the way that I am, they are literally verbally abusing me I know the signs that they are. Go to www.rainn.com and it will tell you the signs for people who are verbally abused and etc. I am what they say word for word. Well got to go to the life I call Hell. ALOHA, ADIOS, BYE!