Before the wedding

Right now I am trying to get everything done for the wedding. I am always tired. I have no idea what I am doing anymore. Luke has been ill lately, I most of the time feel so helpless. I want to be able to help with whatever, but being me I know that I can't. Ill try my hardest but it will never feel like I gave him my all. He is my world, my everything. I am glad that I have him in my life, to be with forever and ever. Megan and I are going to have a girls day out.... oh my goodess. I wonder what will happen. A thought entered my head. When couples get married and get older thhey change. I want what we have to stay and never change. Nomatter what happens. I am way past excited for thhe wedding. Everyone is asking me if I am nervousz? I tell them,"no". Right now for luke and I we are happy as can be. We have had our moments but it is those moments that draw us more closer to each other than any other moment.... love you luke, forever and always. Can't wait to spend all eternity with you.