Gospel deprived :(

Church has been alright lately, dont get me wrong I absolutely LOVE church I even cried when I couldnt go to Seminary one morning about a week ago at 5:30am cause Emily and I were sick. It is just that I wish the youth here would kind of grow up, I am not pointing any fingers at any specific person. You know I have been working alot lately so I have been of the world at that time, and I just crave the gospel when I can, but that is not what they are letting me do, so in the cause of that my testimony has not been as strong as it should be. Seminary is the same as Sunday try to get the most out of it that I can. Cause I see it as if I miss a lesson I miss an opportunity to get closer to my Heavenly Father/Savior, or the chance to gain more knowlegde of the gospel cause as we all know that is the only thing we can take with us (so I want to fill it full)! I know I can read my scriptures and my patriarchal blessing to feel closer to Him, but alot of times I just dont have enough hours in the day for it, but I do try my best to feel the spirit on my own time sometimes at work like helping someone, or smiling at someone cause even though they dont smile back there is a chance you have made their day! :) ALOHA, ADIOS, & BYE!