Today was a bit better!

Today was a bit better my mom wasnt being as snooty as yesterday. Bailey I think is dehidrated so I've been forcing him to drink, and I gave him a tum it works for me why not for him? Today I colored this picture that i was meaning to color yesterday but I didnt. Oh my gosh my mom just came in and just started getting up in my face saying thats not important, really if this is helping with my stressed anger of couse it is much more important to me than anything else put together. I just wish she would have just one nice thing to say to me when she speaks to me of course she doesnt want to let her guard down. Cause anything she says to me it is anger sometimes I wish I could just jump off the balcony but I cant cause my retarded parents are just going to be putting back on that stupid pill again if they knew that I was thinking that, oh the thing is it doesnt seem like they for me much at all cause when something in my life comes up wrong the only way I can get the help that I need is if we are in a huge crowd so everyone can see who she really is. People think that my parents are nice they think they are concerned for our well being what ever like they would care an inch, of how I feel in any way. The only time that they would ever care is if I did something for them like the dishes. Thats the only time they are nice to me stupid isnt it. well I got to go to this life that I call hell. ALOHA, ADIOS, BOOD BYE!